Tuesday, October 28, 2008
wen i finally get a chance to blog,i dunnoe wat to say.things are ok & nt at tymes.& should i mention?nmpk chill, dalm membara.thanx to alai, fr wanting to "accompany" me to smack dat person.but bcoz of loved ones, who hold me back, they didnt let me do all those.ohh to u,i wish sumone put sum sense into u so u can talk to me straight in the face aite?& im refering to the person who said he wants to pump my eyebrow.bobal memg senang, aku tngu ehh.tahula aku tindek keneng, takya bobl gtu macm blkng aku.aku tk carik pasl ngn org tanpe sebab & yeaa i dun talk w/o prove..&& yeaa Firah/Chomel & me, are waiting for sumone to "matikan" kite.hahahha! aku suke aku suke aku suke! haaa.ohh & my bdae juz passed recently, but no big deal, coz bru 16,lau 18, aru exciting.. hahhaa..& thanx to u, fr spending abiit tym wif me. atleast im happy.ZZZZEEETTT!
Los3 P4nTs
7:12 PM
Saturday, October 18, 2008
1 week plus didnt update.as & wen i want to update, more probs/story which i receive.i dont know wat else shall i say here, but yeaa,to the person whom i refering to; i wish ur happiness last.& to the other you, go fly Kite kehh.thanx to ika & others fr wanting to cheer me up yest;but all i could do was give them a weak/fake smile.& yeaa ika n firah, i didnt want to cry infront of u, bt dat story really hurt alot.haiy. ='/yest nite,wen to ika's area, & walk arnd tmpat kenangan,left there onli at 12am. between 12plus to 5plus, sent bintang 4 msges,sungguh aku lemah, & wat i typed i juz wanted u to read n understand.dun worry aite, aku nye org tk kacau mataer org laen.tapy, aku setia menanti.&& zarina, aku benci maen bunge api ngn kau.penat ehh lari2, naseb kau aim sume tk kene. aak!bt the next tym, next year kot, t aku bli yng biseng nye kehh.dis tym, aku maen kau lari, tgk berpeluhh tk.. haaa. jack!& video, klaka laa.. haaa.ohh recent pics, will b uploaded sum tym later aite.Bukan kemahuan ku,
bukan kehendak ku,
atas kegagalan cinta ini.
Ku turuti jiwa atas kehendakmu,
walaupun ku sedar, pahitnya bgyku.
Aku redha, apa yng belaku,
berbahagia la oh Irahku.
Kelukaan ku ini, usah la kau perduli,
biar ku berduka di dlm tangisan rindu.
aku hanye mampu melihat kau dr jauh.rindu, harus aku tahan.
dalm skelip mate,
kau, kepunyaan org,='/Labels: Irah
Los3 P4nTs
4:22 PM
Monday, October 6, 2008
dis few days asyek gy shopping jekk.
ida bought her shirt. wif firah pulak,
bought the bear, rantai, bracelet, cincin.
pompan bertuah mane jek tau dapt tu sume. hahah.
& it happen aku bli rantai star, die pun nak.
she engrave the werd bintang, & mine was, ****.
haiyy.
met ika & ida juz now, at blk 26,
tmpat kenangan kite lepak.
& yeaa dis few days, aku asyek nyanyi lagu samer jekk.
jelakk nnti org dnga.. hahha.
& wen i sang dat same song, balek2 hujan.
haaa.. tkper, sejukan dunie.
met * for awhile, juz to giv the ting.
but the only ting dat i said to her was; bye.
aku nak sngt bobl ngn die.
tapy bile aku tgk muke die, sumenye tknk kuar.
i may seem happy talking to others, tapy kat dalm aku kecewa.
& yeaa, used to get many msges frm her, but now,
dalm sehari, skali jek la kann.
wanted tings to be lyke usual, but i noe,
everyting is far different now.
& she's happy wif the love.
i wont do anyting, coz dat was wat i asked for. haiy.
soo yeaa to u;
i had always wished for ur happiness,
even if the person is nt me.
=']
imytm.
Los3 P4nTs
6:32 PM
Sunday, October 5, 2008
have not been blogging fr quite sum tym now.many things have been happening.& to flashback.starting of 22nd sept,dat week was the worst.was drunk on mon nite,wahidah slept over till friday.& the whole weekdays i didnt manage to sleep.macm2 bnde kann wa kite buat tym malm ?& makn was the onli ting we enjoyed.adyq slept over on wed. & dat day was when everiting started.had problems wif firah, mas, & sape2 la yng kene mengene.life wasnt the same. & besides dat i was sicked.thanx to ika,adyq,wahidah & bintang for being there.things are okayy between me & firah.after 9 days of nt meeting, we finally met.dun wish to repeat dat incident again.things between me & bintang?i dunnoe. aku lost.but one ting for sure; AKU RINDU KAU NURUL SHAHIRAH BTE NOR AZAHAR.TERLALU SNGT.=']exams? uhh enta la knn..pass ke takk, tgk jek la result nnti.left wif onli DNT paper on 9 oct.& dats the end.&& to bini tercinte; ina.suker tk suker itu bear ?&& yeaa, org blakng tu bear agy cute dr tu bear kehh.. hahah!ohh btw sorry! keneng ku ade bnde lagyy.. haha. addiam.lastly,been having sleepless nite again.& yeaa. iwa&fly bintang.
Los3 P4nTs
5:46 PM
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