`dat Star hoodies & star cap. `to watch the Stars & Moon with Bintang. [wish tk tercapai] `for Bintang to find happiness.
`find a job after my late bday.=D `pass N-level & do dat course in ITE.
Crite Congkak start kan ade tnjuk sal silat,uhh nie la die,tnga uat kerje bodo. Macam macho kann dier, gni macm? hahah. Biler da tenga2 crite, "macho" tros jady hancor. hahah. Kentals.
Met Chomel at titanic at arnd 5 plus, aku lmbat ckit, biasela org nk makan, mandi lagyy. haha. Went to ida hse, sblom tu amek wahidah sbelah skola, die pon join skali. Ferst show we watch was, Prom Night, crite gerek. add sound effect syahidah, bertambah gerek.. haha. after dat arnd 7 plus, watch congkak, until the show finish, went back wif chomel n wahidah. ohh! while watching the show, yng paleng biseng chomel n ida. && yeaa, dorg bodo2kan aku.. ade dorg kate, Opah tenga mandi ..[dengan hand sign] aku adela gy ckp, "ehh?" start ctu dorg pangel aku "gsk2".. ass.. Denn walk back to mars mrt wif chomel,reach hm at arnd 9.30..
members = hancor. hahah. For fun purpose. heheh..
chomel ; ehh jady superman, superwoman, arghhh.
Ken-tals. =]
Los3 P4nTs
10:23 PM
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
yest ; sungguh irritating, bnyk private miskol, asl aku angkat je, org tu ckp ape ntah, behh letakk. sungguh aku tk knal sape. kire2 10 kali die uat gtu. after sch, went home, took a bath, & i was out again, met Mas at adm, pkir mane nye skejap lahh kan, behh dektu ajak aku gy pasar, da berzaman tk jejak pasar ei. haa. denn gy kedai, die bli brg2, n we went sperate ways. Watch my G&g jap jek, even before the show end, i went out, went to marsiling, lepak ngn chomel. Went back onli at 8 plus.
today; aku sungguh biseng + hyperactive. ferst period je P.e, maen badminton jap, denn maen bola. && sejak2 nie kan, aku maken jady "sotong".. nie la, slalu sngt ngn chomel kot, tu sal "sotong" slalu kuar. hahah. yng tahu, diam2 ehh.. ok kann jadyy lembik japp. wawawa. kentals.
&& i was so noisy today dat my eng tcher said dat, im the "noisiest" in the class. yelakan!! chem tcher said i was more "wilder".. nie lagyy satu. ishh. bt look on the bright side, 2 months +, & sch is finally over. heh. =D
paiseyy ehh chomel, tk mit kau narie. aku nie lau da tido ptg w/o alarm on, tdo mampoz eii.. =]
&& anisah wants me to play on 17 aug for the 7aside Ite bishan CDC ting. bt will c how ferst aite, Prelim lagyy ade.. haiyo. & maybe,im also going to support Kratingz for 7aside Pesta Sukan @ SAS,same day, bt diff time.
ohh! & our ferst Youth League Match is on 31july, against Ntu @ Ntu @ 7pm. the previous ferst match against u-19 was postponed. =]
Los3 P4nTs
7:43 PM
Saturday, July 26, 2008
left hm at 1 plus juz nw & met sum of them to go to ITE bishan for 7-aside soccer. & i thought we were short of players. tahu2, ade 9 player including me.. nid 7 jek.. 2 reserves la kann..
the 9 of them were ; shahirah,mimi,farhana,farisha,farah,azizah,anisah,atikah & myself.
game against whitley sec [white jersey] & another whitley sec team [orange jersey] - we won. & aku mmg cm sial, ferst & 2nd game;bola terkene muker one of the ferst & second whitley team player. ishh dahsyat.
against Nanyang poly - draw, 1-1. last game, against ITE central , enta yng mane satu, anisah & azizah scored. but im nt sure if we win or nt. & for dat last game i didnt play , coz i lend my boot to anisah & let atikah play. wanted to c hw she play. =].
injured player ? anisah. haiyoo. tangan kene pijak ngn one of the player, wen she fell. dahsyat.. cian yg.
met chomel outside Ite bishan & went to cwp denn to 123 & slacked till arnd 8 plus.
& mas ; lyke i say, dun look at things frm onli ur perspective. wat u hear n see , may nt be wat the other party is exactly thinking.
ohh btw, while blogging, was msging wif ina. i was smiling & laughing when i read her msg, sungguh kau klaka.. haha.. msg2 kau, aku simpan kehh, uat kenangan.. hahahah! & atlast sumbody is wishing for a new girlfriend. GFY.
Los3 P4nTs
10:32 PM
too much in dis brain, bt wont type all out.
Mt N-level oral is over. the topic was easy, bt too many werds didnt know how to translate. it was abt sports. i said the werd"boo & sportmanship", & the person corrected me. n she kept repeating, "merekA & sayA".
yest ; in sch ; 3 pple asked if im on drugs.. ar yelakan! since trg was cancelled. after sch, went back hm to sleep. met chomel at arnd 5 & off we were. slacking again at marsiling area. too many things happen while we slack arnd.. ishh. went off at 8 plus..
An ; ken-tals. chomel ; ben-ci. akiah ; sukersukersuker.. klaka eii dnga akiah bobl cm gtu thru phone.. hahah.
quote fer today; "mungkin berjuta bintang di langit, hanya kau lah bintang yng ku ..."
Pada mulanya kita berjumpa, hatiku ini terasa getar. Lantas kita bersua muka, kita bertentang mata, laluku lafazkan kata cinta. Sungguh indah dikau yng ku puja, seringkali ada didpn mata. Tapi sygnya percintaan kita, tiada kekalnya. Kerna kau berubah.
[C/O] _____, namamu berbisik ditelinga, wajahmu bermain dimata. Mengapa cintamu sementara saja, dgn sekelip mata kau menerimanya. Insan laen selaenku, peritnya bgi diriku. Kau biarkn ku menanggung rindu, kau disana bahagia.. Ku disini derita..
[2nd C/O] Tiada serinya BIntang dilangit, bulan kesepian tanpa teman. Kini ku ditemani airmata, yng jatuh mengalir membasahi muka.. Dikaulah penyebabnya. Sakitnya hati tidak trkata, kau maenkan cinta yng ku beri. Kini ku sedar dia lebeh bermakna, bukannya diriku.... Bukan diriku...
written by chomel, dunnoe y she wrote dis song 4 me to dedicate to *.haiy. pape pn thanx ait beb. && lyke every other month, its the 23rd again.
im still sick, so there's noting much to blog abt.
it really sucks to be sick. flu, cough, sorethroat & fever. lpas mate bengkak, tros tu sume. haiyy.
yest; didnt went to sch. & i was bomb wif lots of msg. was still sick bt then Jang & Shidah called asking me to go to Coach hse ade meeting. soo gy je la.. reached there, talk3, gd news bad news & we oso received our Nike jersey & reporting shirt. the colour of our jersey, mmg tidak perlu. orange..tapyy lawa la kann. reached hm at arnd 11pm.
today; was still sick bt had to go sch. came at 8, bt that KRJ, ask me to stay in the GO till 8.30, aru dapt release.. all bcoz of my hair.. yela kan! only played p.e for half an hour. okehh la jugk. && in class, org2 ckp aku cm, mat drug. siak.
after sch, went to meet Chomel at linkhse near my area, wif Wahidah & Firdaus. chill & smoked.. thenn at Wdl mart, the rest came. alip,wal,shaiz,alai. shaiz left ferst after all dat, went to lepak at linkhse, denn off at arnd 5 plus.
&& nw dis headache&flu of mine is really bothering me.
Los3 P4nTs
6:32 PM
Sunday, July 20, 2008
today was fun&fun+gyler.. chomel msged saying she wanted to cum over my hse.. soo she reached at arnd 6 gtu.. used comp & all, denn arnd 7..went to pick adyq/cad. die tnga stress habess tu.. soo we smoked & listen to all her stories.. story yng paleng klaka is ; pasl kampong,tym nga mandi.. hahah! tak perlu ehh info2 gtu..
after dat,went to my hse, the three of us used the comp, & we chat3.. kesiann MW kene layan 3 org skali.. tapyy yng paleng irritating chomel la kann.. yng chat bnyk sngt ; adyq.. hahah.. suke uh tu kann. heh..
chomel sedeh, tros masok bilik maen carom, wif abg & adek. me & adyq continued using the lappy. after dat i joined them, letting adyq use the comp alone.. da bes kai lappy, dier pon nk join skali maen carom, me adek adyq n chomel.. tapyy adyq kann,die sorg yng tak tahu maen, asl blehh shoot je.. hahah..
&& spongebob & bear Dina, mmg tklehh letakk atas katil.. bear Dina "dirogol" olehh Chomel.. spongebob pulak,adyq uat tuk bareng.. tu tkper.. heh..
send them to the mrt at arnd 9.30 gtuu. after salam adyq wanted to kiss me on the cheek.. aku nie da sebok bobl ngn chomel, tk prasan ape die nk uat.. ferst & second tym, mmg aku tak pahm ape die nak uat. last try, die tros kate "tak kene la".. hahah! bru aku pahm ape die nk uat.. sori dyq, abg slow narii.. hahah.. =]
dats all for today yaw.
Los3 P4nTs
11:25 PM
Saturday, July 19, 2008
was awaken by chomel's msg to mit arnd my area. at two plus met amalina under my blk, & went to mine & chomel normal lepak place, chomel was oredi there.. soo yeaa, talk, talk & talk.. hahah.. arnd 4 plus kite jaln,sent chomel halfway, die nk gy umah makcik die,area cni jugkk. & then left me & amalina, die lakk ajak lepak dpan rumah die.. soo yeaa, met her mum, played soccer, talk & talkk.. left arnd 6 gtuu.
now doing my dnt presentation board, sungguh tkde idea ape nk add up lagyy.. ishh. && chomel ajak kuar kul 8 punn aku tk ikot.. kecohh uhh tu orgg. ishh.
ohh mas ; thanx ehh for cuming online wen i am.. tapyy lmbat lah,aku da tag alek da num aku..ishh! && num kawn2 tules la pat buku,incase.. haiyo. but bgos jgak,lehh kau tlg aku dngn nie bnder d&t.. heh.. =]
&& heyy, `do u reallie hate me dat much ?
Los3 P4nTs
6:42 PM
Friday, July 18, 2008
sch as per normal & i always lyke my fridays. only 3 subject,nasebb subjects tk boringg. bt still can slack. haha. && yeaa, received our Prelims timetable oredi.. starting on 12 august till 19 august.. both tues,no p.e.. mendakk. but the best ting is, dapt alekk siang.. hah. & i hope my soccer is nt gonna be cut dwn. ishh.
had trg today, reach arnd 5.45.. but the others were late, so only started training at 7.. smbil tnga tngu tu kann, da mendak sngt, maenla internet pat hp.. tklamer.. japp je.. saje check it out. haha. reached hm at arnd 9 pluss. =]
&& yea, since my dnt artefact is done, i have to do my Pb. presentation board. i really hope i do well in dat area. subject susa2, no hope la jawabnye. dahsyat2.
lastly ; i cant live a lie animore. & i hate to pretend to be -into- sumting when im nt. it sucks to be in a situation when u hav to keep all dat u always wanted to say, by urself. & nt to the person itself.
had nt been in my best of moods this few days. yg laen ajak kuar pon aku tak ikot. haiy entalakan.. bt i should be going for soccer trg tomorow. the last tym i went out wif the two pisangs, was on tues. andd oh! syahidah bought that Nike slippers, i paid sum of it. [very belated bdae present.] die kate die nk tu slipper, & she said it looks very similar to .. [smmgnye aku tk ingt pn slipper -die cmne.] [aku rase kn ida colour blind, tk nmpk cm brown pun. dark green adela.]
naseb tk baek sungguh narie.. macam2 ajerr. && during Mt, was talking to ika, smpai keje tk abes. aku start paper dulu, aku abes last.. & cikgu ask me to follow hym to Sec 4NT class to finish it up. ohh! i was in koka's Mt class.. hahah.. so, i asked her, wat she meant when she told&asked me all that in the canteen. she ans with a diff look on the face. haiy. again ka ; Alangkah indahnye. [A.i] & coz of dat,was arnd 15mins late for eng. ishh.
werds for today; Ika ; Everday Qs yng brighten day aku. mas ; handsome nye. An ; cair nye.
&& yea, League starting soon, on 27th july wif U-19.
before i forget ; to those who are nt happy wif me, for sum reasons. aku kann ade kdg2 dpan kau. bobl je la. kau brani tules2 pasl aku, nmpk aku asl tk sound skali?
saper2 yng terase, ok best.
Los3 P4nTs
10:13 PM
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
lyke again, info dtg tanpe dimintak. i was thinking about the qs ka asked me during recess. haiyy. maybe she had her reasons for asking & telling me all dat. thanx ait ka. bt lyke i say. Alangkah Indahnye. tapy tk mukin.
&& yea there will be no more sidetrack boud *.. i may miss all that, but i dun wan others to get the wrong idea. i did say before -they- patch that i will back off. i did, but i still kept on waiting.. now i will really back off. again, i dun wan others to say ".... org ketige" those who noe me, will noe dat, aku tkan amek mataer org, ape lagy mengacau mataer org. i noe my limits k. mcm mane aku r/c/s die pon, aku tetap pkir ehh prasaan org laen.
to not let pisangs & others think differently, i will treat her lyke how i did the last 2 weeks. nw till whenever.
&& i noe, my mistake was wanting to send * hm yest. dat will be the last k. & dat -Last- nite talk will also be the last. she called me out of boredom. i dont blame her, sume org kol aku bile tnga mendak, jgn kate * , amalina, chomel, syak. samer je la.
haiyy.
with this, its the end of everyting.
& bulan tk seterang mane niari. tk nmpk cm bulan pun. macm patch yng fade.
dis few days has been a -drink smoke slack sleep- ting. i get sleepy so easily. ishh. ouhh yeaa, chomel made a new song, wif my help,here n there. dat song was supposed to be funny. endup lagu sedeh. haha. will upload it soon. once it's played wif guitar.
& beb, kau nye minyak wangi melekat eii pat aku. bau bedak baby.. haha.
& yeaa its nt confirm if im going fer Shidahbeck's bdae celebration tmrw, at ecp arnd 7 plus. if im going,chomel is following.. haha. [nkk ajak dier, eskk tues eii. macam tak pahm2 gtu. haha.]
ouhh ya, before i forget. Pizza hut treat,another Swensens treat & Karaoke is within dis 2 weeks. Karaoke? yng tknk gy celebrate bdae chomel, entalakn ape nk ckp agy. those going, me, chomel, syahidah, afif, adyq, puti [gf baru. haha!] maybe going ; * , alif, ( ??? ina ika mas ??? )
sch as usual was boring ; & yea, the sec 2's are back from their NYAA camp. talked to _ fr awhile b4 i left sch. & she said she was sick. kesiann kau ehh. [asl aku nk bobl,ade jek org kacau] haha.
thurs ; after sch, bought dat present wif chomel. [she was feeling very unstable. babi.] denn got hm, took those -drinks- denn off to polyclinic. waited too long, 2 hrs eii. n die msk jmpe doc, 2 min je. siak. [met wahidah, firdaus & akiah there too.] after dat met adek, off to wdls lamer. & since adek hav to go hm wif me, the 3 of us met ina ferst to take the thermometer n while lepak-ing under her grandma's blk. we drank. ohh ,nt fer adekk. she drink coke je. =]
& yeaa, forgot to say thanx to mas for passing the present to berok.. haha. =]
Los3 P4nTs
7:08 PM
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
had my eng n level oral today ; the passage was boud family,badminton,cook & food. n the pic was boud chefs. ish3..
& i really was nervous in the reading, word yng ade R susa aku nk sebot. ishh. pic ; blehh la tahan.. talk wateva dat came to my mind. & the conversation, i manage to talk alot. pasl sports sume aku kuarkn..
after sch was in search fer dat present; aku suker, tapi mas kate colour combination tk lawa. brown ngn white ok per. tkpe2, chomel will accompany me to buy it soon. heh. && since mas wanted to buy dat sushi, i tried it again, but dis tym round w/o chomel. hahah. raser nye sungguh tidak perlu.. ishh. =]
& i still do think boud u,always.
u may be juz infront of me,
but its juz so hard for me to talk.
haiy.
i miss u lyke old tymes.
AnrinduNsbna sngat2.
Los3 P4nTs
10:08 PM
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
aint feeling well now.. my eyes are swollen due to .... should be better by tmrw morning.. tnga lapar jugakk, nk makn tapi tkde selera.. haiyy.
dunnoe if i can do well for my n level eng oral 2mrw. harap2 lahh tk pkiran sal pape eskk. wish me luck aite.
read sum tings.
& yea its true,
there will be no more starings frm the fourth floor.
its gd that u understand.
i didnt do it for myself, but for ur sake.
ur happiness aite.
& awak tk kehilangan buddy awk,
die tetap akn ade disini ait.
1 wishes down,
1 more to go..
if cann la kann.
hah.
ismysdm.
Los3 P4nTs
10:47 PM
yest ; went to buy ciggs & made my way to bishan at arnd 6pm. [macm biase aku lmbat. haha] played hide n seek wif ida & chomel. -baek uhh kann korg. aku kuar pat bishan korg naek tu train.- took the next train which had no one inside the cabin. & those 2 pisang naek at the next stop. ishh.
headed to pasir ris, reached at their chalet at arnd 8pm. tym kat pasir ris tu, tnga duduk sorg2, berjiwang la japp kann. hahah. wanted to msged *, but pkir2 balek, tk patot tk patot. haiy. denn at arnd 10 plus,me & chomel drank. ohh aku prefer liquor, tapii ape nk uat, liquor lom smpai.. haha. made our way hm & reached at 1215 ..
today ; nothing much, macm biase jugk.. bt juz dat i was too sleepy & very unstable the time i came to sch. time P.e tros energetic.. played badminton thenn takraw.. part takraw, my fav, incident tk patot di ckp.. haha. kan ina kan ? hahahaha.
*,
i noe im diff.
i cant seem to look or smile at u nimore.
those memories will juz keep cuming back.
no matter how i want to look & smile at u,
i juz cant do dat animore.
once in a while, i will aite.
& yea, i miss all dat too. haiy.
='/
Los3 P4nTs
4:26 PM
Sunday, July 6, 2008
saturday as usual ; out of the hse. met akiah & chomel in the evening, went to banquet & eat.. & thenn went to search for stuffs. otw back to mars ; was msging hazilah , denn _ msged. asking if i was okehh. && kept on saying sorry. haiyy. _ said sorry for a reason, which i dun noe. chomel read all those msges, die pon pelik jugkk.. hah.. macm2 ajerr. _ last msg of d nite was," if im hapi, will u be hapi ? "
*
im trying so hard to distance myself frm u.
as & wen i try, u will still be the one i think about.
im still trying nt to msg u ait.
haiy.
imysvm.
Los3 P4nTs
1:32 AM
Friday, July 4, 2008
aku penat.. serious. tdo tadyy ptg, tetap tk cukup.
dis few days has been a -no-gud- day for me. too many -unwanted- info at one time. sungguh tidak perlu. haiyy.
yest; reached hm at arnd 11.30pm after the soccer match wif NTU at ntu. Kratingz won them 4-2. but dis is juz frenly match. still have league, to see if we can finally beat them, && dis explaen y im tired in schh.tdo pun lmbat. ishh. && dis two days in sch have been a miscalling session wif ina.. haha.. suke ehh suke.. monyett.
tmrw; not going for HtwoO filming coz my stuffs are not wif me. haiyoo. maybe meeting Chomel. not sure yet.
my mind was elsewhere todayy.. sumer bnder aku bacer,sume aku tk phm. haiy.
during recess sumting happen ; dont wan to say it further. after dat incident, & maybe bcoz of dat incident, or maybe bcoz of ME ? * was diff. kehh aku tak tahu. lyke wat i ALWAYS used to do, i look at * frm the 4th floor, she was infront of her class. [3rd floor] & * said sumting, which i didnt expect, " aper tgk2 ".. ferst tym, mmg terpranjat.. & she said dat for another two times. i couldnt look at her animore, i juz walked to class.
"aper tgk2" ??
ape ehh sala org smpai kene tinggi kan suare smpai gtu macm ?
for dat few mins, bukn skali ehh, 3 kali kehh awk ckp gtu.
yerla,mmg la awk tnga sort, tapi lau org pandang, sape suro tgk alek?
kalau org ade uat sala, n u said dat, mmg org tkan amek hati.
An_MJ_Dy
